update...me writing a book? naw, but wait...

hey yall! my life is going great, i stayed after school for about 2 hours today to hang out with NICOLE =] it was a blast, i love her. im writing a book too, im done with 16 pgs and its starting to get kinda interesting. it will prolly suck when im done with it, but maybe little will help me get more detailed and teach me how to seriously write. it would surprise the hell outta me if i tried to publish it and actually got it done. im not that big into reading as you all prolly know. i do like to write tho, even tho im not good at it. when i was trying 2 decide what to write about and i started with a sentence that i showed little, he liked it. he said today that it was prolly better than any sentence he ever wrote in one of the books he wrote in high school and that made me feel great. maybe i can make a living out of this, who knows? i would really like to, but i dont. its going slow, it takes a lot of words to make a page. ive got over 3000 words on the 16 pgs im done with and mr little said i need around about 40000-80000 so i still have a long ways to go which is good. i need something to do besides this and myspace. the book is about a guy who is great at golfing and goes to the state tournament as a junior after getting hurt really badly as a sophomore. i need to somehow incorporate the injury into what happens in the state tournament or else the start of the book really wont have a point to it. it would also add to the drama in the storyline if i could incorporate it in later in the book, like after he goes pro...if i decide to make him go pro. other than the book, my life is pre great. NICOLE and i are good and our 2 month anni is on monday so yay for that, shes been asking me if i remember it for like a week already and YES I REMEMBER IT. if i forget on monday im a dumbass, dont be afraid to call me one. i dont get to go golfing tomorrow with tommy if he goes, but w/e. i dont have my clubs and i have to go to roch to get cleats and shin guards for soccer. i also want a flash drive so i can show my book to mr little when i get a little farther into it. i dont want to make him edit it all at once cuz i dont think hes gunna appreciate having to read something boring and that he prolly doesnt know much about. i really hope he enjoys it if he agrees to edit it for me. if he doesnt like it i think its a waste of time to even try to publish it. he knows good literature when he sees it. and although i dont think hes gunna particularly care for it, i hope he can help me make it better by making it more detailed and also better written. if i do publish it, it will definately be with his help. and since hes a teacher and hes helping me with it he will recieve at least part of the profits if we make any. prolly over half of them , he needs the money more than i do especially considering he doesnt know if hes even going to have a job next fall. anyway, this is a long ass blog considering i just posted one yesterday or the day before or summin like that.

luv yall
specially NICOLE
josh

mmk then...i guess i need an update, NICOLE and i are doing pre well even tho the end of last week blew chunks....i sucked at golf practice on tuesday, but w/e idrc it doesnt matter. so yupp, im actually all caught up on hw for once =] its pre sweet, feels good...im watching carlos mencia right now and its pre funny, lol...umm...NICOLE is friggen the best...i went to the golf dome to volunteer there tonight and mrs mike will prolly dock me pts for not doing something more for the community but idc. i had a good time and thought it was pretty fun. i got to strip some grips and that was pre fun. i got to carry a bunch of cardboard boxes to a dumpster too which wasnt too bad, i also helped another guy price clubs. using the pricing gun is pretty fun. i like the golf dome and if i can get a job their sometime, i definately will. its not hard but carrying cardboard gets kinda boring and repetitive. i love NICOLE and i havent really talked about her much yet which pisses me off! shes pre much totally perfect. i think i need to go golfing with her this summer. that would be fun. i gotta leave this place for awhile so im done with this for now.

yay!

finally a good week =] me and NICOLE are doing great, i think. i dont think ive screwed anything up for awhile which suprises me, lol. tori gave me a ride home today which was real nice of her and im thankful for it. shes giving me a ride tomorrow and i get to try some vault, hehe. i hear its good so we r gunna head up to KT for a pit stop before we go to school. shes addicted to the stuff, lol. she says its like cocaine(not that she'd know) haha. so yeah, i hope tomorrow stays good and it prolly will. so yay for that. tommy needs to get to buying a car cuz the snow is melting in a hurry and if he doesnt get a car i need a ride to golf practice. i dont think tori will give me a ride to st charles and back every night i have practice so tommy needs to spend some $$$. im not too worried about it tho cuz the courses arent gunna open for prolly another month which isnt great but w/e its better than never. once the courses open im gunna get a membership to plainview and maybe get out there 5 or 6 times before the season is over. maybe i can go with NICOLE a few times, that would be a blast. NICOLE is the greatest, most perfect person in the world and dont anybody say shes not! hopefully her parents will trust me enough to let her go but i guess ill understand if they dont althoughi wont be happy with them. anyway this week has been good so far and i hope it keeps up. maybe the snow will all be gone by next week, who knows? im sure hoping so cuz then i get to go golfing =] yesterday was pre great too, i got to stay 1/2 an hour after school with NICOLE. she was staying after for her mom to pick her up and i was there cuz i didnt wanna go home before a haircut. so i hung out with her for an extra 1/2 hour and that was a blast even tho we were at school. thanx to you 3 that actually read my boring ass blogs, i would have absolutely 0 comments if you guys didnt read so thank you, luv ya, love one of ya =] i want yall to know that im here for ya if ya need me, and this is a long blog entry and its late so i need some ZZZZZZ's talk 2 yall later =] love you NICOLE

Ugh...

ugh...shitty week. but yeah, at least NICOLE and i arent having problems. i love her and she was gone the last 2 days of the week =[ so that blew, but shes gunna be back on monday so yay for that. the only thing we arent agreeing on is that shes beautiful and perfect, which she is. but this weekend sounds pre gay so far, i have no idea what im doing which blows. but i need something to do for the next few days so if yall have any ideas for me id be glad 2 hear em...thx

bad day...bad week

so pre much im sad...im not allowed to tell why cuz its not about me...i feel real bad about it tho...in other news, if yall read nicoles new blog none of the stuff about me is true...shes too good for me and i was never mad at her, i couldnt be mad at her if i tried. i love her and today was our one month =] its too bad we didnt have school. today sucked...it meant a 4 day weekend which totally blows...and i got bad news, but i cant tell anyone anything about that...i played in the snow for about 30 mins today and that was pre kool...and i talked 2 nicole for a few hours last nite which was kickin...except i accidentally called her a cow and i didnt mean to, sorry bout that babe...it was a miscommunication...shes not a cow. i love her i love her i love her. so only 2 days of school this week pre much blows, i love school...its the only place i get to see NICOLE and all my other buds.

yeah...

just another little update. i hated this weekend, monday wasnt too bad since half the day i was talkin to NICOLE on the telly, but then i got in trouble for that a little bit, o well. i love her so its ok. today was good except that mr jobe is gunna have to write me and NICOLE up if he catches us doin anything again, so that sux. it was a really boring day after school cuz its not nice out anymore and the only thing i feel like doing when the weather is bad is eat. i think i could slap on another 20 lbs by the end of the week, i hope i dont tho. that would suck, i would feel overweight for the first time in my life =[ tommy and me are going to nat'ls for golf, even tho the season hasnt started yet, i just know it. nat'ls are sometime in june, i think. so me and tommy will be in like hawaii or summin when summer starts and itll be great. and we will have so much fun golfing and making new friends...o and theres always winning which is always good =] im tired, its like 1130 even tho i think it says 930 on this so yeah, but its really 2 hours after whatever it says. so yeah, thats pre much my dreams and if they ever come true, w/ or w/o tommy it would be a miracle, i need lots of practice...its a joke between NICOLE and me so none of yall need to worry about it, hehe.

hey the whole 3 of you that look at my site besides me, i love yall...yes even the dipshit tommy, but just not like that...im not gay so dont worry, just a lil update on my weekend. ITS GAY!!! i have nothing to do and NICOLE is at her dad's so i cant even call her up 2 talk and the fucking snow will keep us out of school on monday more than likely so thats gay too...i hate this weekend, it blows and i wish it would end right now!! im even starting to miss tommy, and its only saturday nite! ugh...ima get off my soapbox now tho cuz no one else cares. today is NICOLE'S b-day so yay for that =] happy b-day 2 her, i hope she had a great day w/o me.

i really wanna write right now, like a story...but i dont have any ideas on what to write about so if anybody could give me any kind of hint that would be greatly appreciated =] over all im in a shitty mood and if theres no school on monday it will be all better on tuesday if we have school then =] cuz then i get to see my dream girl again...now im slipping off to the land of dreams. whisked away by the thought of seeing NICOLE in my dreams...im still madly in love with her and i dont see any reason for that to change anytime soon

My 2 Favorite Things...

Firstly, NICOLE, i love her. shes perfect; shes so beautiful and smart. shes called Jack and Colie, haha. her fav food is some weird ass thing from applebees, i think. she loves horses, especially hers which is named catalyst. she says shes gorgeous, but i havent seen a pic. yet, im sure she is. i love her and she is my everything, and my favorite thing. shes so easy to be around and she tries to make me feel good about myself, i try to make her feel good too =] i love you babe.

golf is my fav hobby. its awesome to be outside on crisp spring or fall days. even summertime is nice for golfing. i like how you dont have to really think about it at all and you can just kick it, do what you want even if its not really nice out that day, you can still have fun.

Finally

i finally skated alright today, i fell only twice in 1 hour and 45 mins =] i did real good, so yay for me. and my day was pretty gay besides that cuz i didnt get to see NICOLE =[ and that makes me sad. and we dont even have school tomorrow =[ i love school, its the only time i get to see NICOLE...shes the greatest. i get to see her on tuesday tho so ill be happy again then...i meant to call her tonite, but i forgot....sorry babe.

Again...

i still suck at skating and the ice kicked my ass again. o well, ill get better eventually, i was playing hockey for 3 hours today tho so i got a lil better. but i think i killed my elbow, think i broke my arm =] so i had funn...i went to the food court at Apache for supper too, yummay. i got tacos from the bell....pretty kick. and ive been tired all day even tho i got 10 hours of sleep yesterday. so yeah, my day was pre good =] but my cuz's are over so i might not wake up tomorrow or ever again, they r both crazy...im scared, NICOLE plz come hold me, i would like that very much...sorry i didnt call babe, i was gone most of the day after i awoke. i love you, i love her...so yeah thats pre kool, and about all i did all day =] im happy enough, i miss NICOLE tho =[ and cant see her till tuesday =[ 3 day weekends suck. if mr little reads this hes gunna call me a pansy but idrc cuz hes a dick even tho hes like my 2nd bestest pal behind nicole (#1) and lish (#2) i love em both...mr little would be #3 i guess since lish took his spot behind nicole, lish is kooler tho so hmm....and shes not so mean to me, doesnt call me a pansy every time i tell her something, and i thought teachers were supposed 2 be sensitive...but w/e its kool....mr littles just odd i guess...k, well then, way too long...luv yall, yes even tommy haha, but not like that...i only love nicole like that