shot a 45 today and tied for 8th place out of 42 people at the meet. its about time i shot a decent round in a meet. the last 2 have both been 52 and not good enough to stay on varsity for long, but i managed to shoot well today so i might be on for the rest of the season if all goes well.
on the flip side, i would gladly have taken another score of 52 if i still had her. she gave back my ring today which stopped me in my tracks and it finally sunk in that shes actually gone. damn. im not glad shes gone, may never be. thats what can happen when a guy screws up. the worst part of this whole thing is that i dont even know what i did.
my grades aint that good either, a C, an A, and a couple B's isnt very good, even for me. i should just stop bitchin cuz bitchin aint gunna change a goddamn thing except for how many posts i have on this goddamn blog.
i got littles book yesterday but havent had time to start it yet, i was busy tonight and ill be busy until saturday afternoon after i get home from golf. i finished my spanish project that i needed to get done for tomorrow and got that son of a bitch out of the way thank the lord.
back to the whole *she* thing... shes pissed at me too, which doesnt help my case. i didnt mean to make her mad and im sorry i did. i was kinda out of it last night and now i realize that i acted like an ass. theres not much i can do about it now except apologize right to her face. i dont want to do that tho cuz i dont know how shes gunna react to having me talk to her again. i saw her once today and all i could do was try to crack a smile when she saw me lookin her way. "you never know what u got till its gone" and with that quote ill end this post.
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hey this has like nothing to do w/ yer post, but i want ppl to write a paper about what little has done for them and all that cuz i know he's changed all of the monkey's lives(well yer not a monkey but you still know little pretty closely) and i'd like to put all of the stories together and give it to him at the end of the year;) ttyl
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