grr...vacation

so i gotta leave my house and friends which i love deeply. i have to go to yellowstone for a whole fuckin week!!! grr..i dont wanna go cuz i dont like being with my family for more than a day at a time. i better fuckin get to bring my computer or im gunna die. or kill someone. im gunna miss a few ppl...lots of ppl.

today i woke up at 1130 which was great, haha. i went to bed at 2 last night, i was waiting for a person to talk to but she didnt show up and i was tired. i hung out with amy for a while. we played soccer, it was pretty great. kinda weird tho, haha. shes an odd kinda person. after that i came home and waited for ppl 2 talk to again. sabrina got on and i talked 2 her for a while, until i had 2 go eat. shes pretty and sweet. i had a hot dog and a samich 2 eat. it was alright, it woulda been better if i knew it wasnt gunna be my last meal b4 i have to leave. i hate my family, at least my parents. but yeah...damn. i wish i could have someone else go 4 me.

this whole week has been shitty, starting on friday morning. the news of the accident and all that. tuesday was sad, the wake. i was happy that their were tons of people there tho, made me feel go to know that they were loved. wednesday was the funeral and that was really sad too. i was disappointed that i didnt get to go to the burial, but my ride couldnt go so there was nothing i could really do. sabrina looked great both days even tho she was sad and i felt real bad for her. there were a lot of people at the funeral too even tho it was in the middle of the day, that made me feel good too. and tomorrow i have to leave for WY. its a 13-15 hour ride and the only thing i will have to do is sleep (we r leaving at 3 a.m.) and be on the comp if i can even bring it. i better be able to or ill be pissed. i might also finish up my book that ive been working on for a few months, haha. the hobbit, i have about 25 pgs left in it.

love yall