only 4 Nicole...no one else read plz

umm....i love you more than ive ever loved anyone or anything else in my life and i dont want to lose you over one big mistake i made. u mean everything to me and without you, i have nothing meaningful in my life and i have nothing to live for. if i could go back in time and decide not to ask her out, i would. i hate myself for it and just cant stop thinking about how i hurt you. ur still as much a part of me as u were the day u said goodbye. im sorry, i love you.