Sorry everyone

im bored. plain and simple, so ima write a blog. yeah...im wasting my time here on earth and screwing so many ppl over while doing it.

firstly...Nicole, im sorry. ive never meant to hurt you EVER, but i still manage to at times. i know im not easy 2 deal with all the time but i try not to be difficult. u mean everything to me and i screwed up ur whole plan for your life. im sorry. i still love you and idc who knows. ima miss u more than anybody this summer.

secondly...Coryn, im with u but i love Nicole. it tears my heart out to know that this relationship probably wont last very long, especially if i keep acting and thinking the way i have been lately. ur a great girl and im happy 2 have met you tho.

thirdly....my entire family. ive caused all of you so much pain and hardship that i dont know y im even still part of this family. as far as im concerned u should have thrown me out on the streets years ago and let me fend for myself, thats how much ive done for all of you.

i screw up everything i do and mess up everyone elses plans, but i want to change. to everyone i know, im sorry. sorry for all that ive done.

i love you all tho, i hope u know that.