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just another little update. i hated this weekend, monday wasnt too bad since half the day i was talkin to NICOLE on the telly, but then i got in trouble for that a little bit, o well. i love her so its ok. today was good except that mr jobe is gunna have to write me and NICOLE up if he catches us doin anything again, so that sux. it was a really boring day after school cuz its not nice out anymore and the only thing i feel like doing when the weather is bad is eat. i think i could slap on another 20 lbs by the end of the week, i hope i dont tho. that would suck, i would feel overweight for the first time in my life =[ tommy and me are going to nat'ls for golf, even tho the season hasnt started yet, i just know it. nat'ls are sometime in june, i think. so me and tommy will be in like hawaii or summin when summer starts and itll be great. and we will have so much fun golfing and making new friends...o and theres always winning which is always good =] im tired, its like 1130 even tho i think it says 930 on this so yeah, but its really 2 hours after whatever it says. so yeah, thats pre much my dreams and if they ever come true, w/ or w/o tommy it would be a miracle, i need lots of practice...its a joke between NICOLE and me so none of yall need to worry about it, hehe.

hey the whole 3 of you that look at my site besides me, i love yall...yes even the dipshit tommy, but just not like that...im not gay so dont worry, just a lil update on my weekend. ITS GAY!!! i have nothing to do and NICOLE is at her dad's so i cant even call her up 2 talk and the fucking snow will keep us out of school on monday more than likely so thats gay too...i hate this weekend, it blows and i wish it would end right now!! im even starting to miss tommy, and its only saturday nite! ugh...ima get off my soapbox now tho cuz no one else cares. today is NICOLE'S b-day so yay for that =] happy b-day 2 her, i hope she had a great day w/o me.

i really wanna write right now, like a story...but i dont have any ideas on what to write about so if anybody could give me any kind of hint that would be greatly appreciated =] over all im in a shitty mood and if theres no school on monday it will be all better on tuesday if we have school then =] cuz then i get to see my dream girl again...now im slipping off to the land of dreams. whisked away by the thought of seeing NICOLE in my dreams...im still madly in love with her and i dont see any reason for that to change anytime soon

My 2 Favorite Things...

Firstly, NICOLE, i love her. shes perfect; shes so beautiful and smart. shes called Jack and Colie, haha. her fav food is some weird ass thing from applebees, i think. she loves horses, especially hers which is named catalyst. she says shes gorgeous, but i havent seen a pic. yet, im sure she is. i love her and she is my everything, and my favorite thing. shes so easy to be around and she tries to make me feel good about myself, i try to make her feel good too =] i love you babe.

golf is my fav hobby. its awesome to be outside on crisp spring or fall days. even summertime is nice for golfing. i like how you dont have to really think about it at all and you can just kick it, do what you want even if its not really nice out that day, you can still have fun.

Finally

i finally skated alright today, i fell only twice in 1 hour and 45 mins =] i did real good, so yay for me. and my day was pretty gay besides that cuz i didnt get to see NICOLE =[ and that makes me sad. and we dont even have school tomorrow =[ i love school, its the only time i get to see NICOLE...shes the greatest. i get to see her on tuesday tho so ill be happy again then...i meant to call her tonite, but i forgot....sorry babe.

Again...

i still suck at skating and the ice kicked my ass again. o well, ill get better eventually, i was playing hockey for 3 hours today tho so i got a lil better. but i think i killed my elbow, think i broke my arm =] so i had funn...i went to the food court at Apache for supper too, yummay. i got tacos from the bell....pretty kick. and ive been tired all day even tho i got 10 hours of sleep yesterday. so yeah, my day was pre good =] but my cuz's are over so i might not wake up tomorrow or ever again, they r both crazy...im scared, NICOLE plz come hold me, i would like that very much...sorry i didnt call babe, i was gone most of the day after i awoke. i love you, i love her...so yeah thats pre kool, and about all i did all day =] im happy enough, i miss NICOLE tho =[ and cant see her till tuesday =[ 3 day weekends suck. if mr little reads this hes gunna call me a pansy but idrc cuz hes a dick even tho hes like my 2nd bestest pal behind nicole (#1) and lish (#2) i love em both...mr little would be #3 i guess since lish took his spot behind nicole, lish is kooler tho so hmm....and shes not so mean to me, doesnt call me a pansy every time i tell her something, and i thought teachers were supposed 2 be sensitive...but w/e its kool....mr littles just odd i guess...k, well then, way too long...luv yall, yes even tommy haha, but not like that...i only love nicole like that

Kick Ass...

So...today i went skating, and i kicked ass cuz im me. well...to be serious, the ice kicked my ass. but its all good since its my second day ever on skates and i only fell like 10 times in 2 hours so i did ok.

but what this is really about is the new links that i put at the bottom of my page...i got the drama page, alishas's page, and gimps page...they r kooler than everybody else but i forgot to add tommy so ima do that when i get done typing this up =] but they rnt where i want them, goddamn i need help, lol...cuz i cant figure it out. HELP ME!!! i'll love ya forever if ya do. And of course NICOLE is still perfect, ima miss her over the long weekend tho =[ hopefully we can do summin but who knows. thank yall for checkin up on me, im doin fine but i gotta have heart surgery in a couple months....jk, im good =] hope yall r doin good and have a great long weekend

Tommy....

Tommy called me gay cuz of my kick ass background...white power, lol...jk...i love all ppls. but yeah, tommy that wasnt nice...anybody who agrees throw amen in a comment and ur good to go. anybody that wants to add me to AIM, plz do...my s/n is joshtheg123 and dont forget it.
HAPPY V-DAY EVERYONE, HOPE IT WAS GREAT FOR ALL OF YOU...TOMMY CALLED ME GAY AND IF YOU AGREE WITH HIM SAY YAY, IF YOU DONT (MOST EVERYONE) SAY NAY.

I WANNA GIVE A SPECIAL V-DAY SHOUTOUT TO THE WOMAN I LOVE, NICOLE (NO LAST NAME GIVEN FOR SECURITY REASONS) I LOVE YOU BABE. AND YOU ARE PERFECT, EVERYONE PLZ AGREE WIT ME SO SHE STOPS BEING SO MODEST ALL THE TIME.

ALISHA!!! MAKE SURE NICOLE SEES ALL THE WONDERFUL COMMENTS ABOUT HER =] CUZ EVERYBODY LOVES HER, JUST NOT AS MUCH AS ME. K, THANX

Me-In a Nutshell

Hi everybody, I'm Josh and if you don't know me you probably don't want to. I like to golf and absolutely love Nicole, only because she's perfect. If you know her just don't hurt her and me and you won't have any problems. If I didn't make myself clear then I guess you might have to learn the hard way but I thought I was clear enough. Thats pretty much me in too many words, I'm not worth your thought so I'll be done with this blog now.